ilovecharts:

How I spend a typical work day.

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So I find myself n an interesting place. I no longer know what to do with this person in my life. I’m the type of person that puts just about everyone I interact with into some category. The category is reflective of their value to me, the amount of time I invest in the relationship, and the level to which I allow them into my personal stuff. This categorical system works really well for me and allows me to maintain fun, non stressful, mutually beneficial relationships with a wide variety of ppl male and female. But recently a person that had been in one category for quite some time has now moved out of that category…however, I’m not sure where they belong now. its really unsettling. Not only do I not know where I want to put them, I also don’t know where they want to be, which is even more unsettling. They are just roaming around my life, thoughts, and even my feelings and idk what to do with all that. It undermines my need for control, which in some cases I enjoy, in other cases I don’t like it. Now I’m not saying this is a bad thing (not that its good either) its just very different for me.

So late yesterday evening I get a phone call from a relative. I’m thinking they are returning my “Happy Mother’s Day” call that i left early that day. Nope that was not the case. She was calling to tell me how she had a crappy Mother’s day because neither me or her daughter got her any crab legs. After all she does for us we didn’t care anything about here on this one day out of the year… She goes on with her guilt trip for a few minutes during which I kindly tune her out to watch Desperate Housewives. At this point I have my “c’mon son” face on. I started for a second to list out all of the stuff I have done for this person, but I’m not going to go there. Lets just say that I’ve been there for this person physically, emotionally, and financially and it is completely baffling how she can seriously be upset I didn’t get her some crab legs. Some ppl are just…something else. smh.

nevver:

The first rule of success

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It seems that maybe…possibly I was a bit hasty in saying this was only about one thing. He said that wasn’t the case and I should simply take him at his word. I can do that.

onlinecounsellingcollege:

1. People and relationships that undermine and hurt you.

2. Negative and critical self-talk.

3. A cluttered and disorganized life and working space.

4. Procrastinating and always running late.

5. Pressure to conform and fit in with the crowd.

6. An…

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I feel like I’m being tested in every possible way. I feel like every decision I make is somehow pivotal and will be a determining factor in the direction I go. So I want to make the right decisions right now, even if I know in some cases the right thing may be hard to do and may hurt ppl I care about.

Angry, hurt, annoyed, shocked… angry, hurt, pissed off, shocked…I don’t know if stabbed in the back would be an appropriate term, but certainly lied to, lied about, made a mockery of, disrespected, misrepresented, embarrassed, so freaking mad. I need to pray right now #jesustakethewheel